Figthing Myself With Memories

First thing that I want to write is..............

            The memories that I want cherish all of it,
            Had become something that I almost forgotten,
            I don't know that all the memories that I had
            It's very important to keep it up as the most valuable treasure
            What if I loss all of it like I were amnesia
            What should do if all the memories that taste like bitter coffee
            Are being erased along the sweet memories
            Tomorrow is the day for me to figth           
            I have to fight agains myself,
            I have to get rid off my lazy sides
            I have to awake from the beautiful dream and face the reality
            To have  a future that as bright as the sun
            With a good and wonderful memory
            I know that the world would give me a little courage
           So that I would succeed in whatever I do
       

Love and Life

There is something I feels in my heart
A very beautiful and deep feeling
When there is someone in my heart
It's so hard to struggle my own's life

How's to be with that person
Eventhough he is my friend's man
I'm totally  a bad person
In the whole my life in this world

I'm such a very desperated person
I'm in love with him
But I want to forget this kind of feeling
I want it lost like the breeze at sea

Because.........
I want to focus on my studies
I want to be succesful person in the world
And I want to be the best lady ever